You’re probably out there cracking stupid jokes, laughing at every lame comeback, smiling at every girl who walks by, singing those happy tunes, living life, moving on. I doubt you remember anything- I doubt you remember me. Maybe you forgot about that one time you told me your deepest, darkest secret. You know, the one you never told anyone else, not even your best friend? I didn’t know why you told me, but you said it was because I was “different, there’s just something about you, Paige. I don’t know what it is, but it drives me crazy.” Then you told me you loved me, but I refused to believe you. Not because I didn’t think you did, but because I was afraid. I was frightened at the thought of you loving me one day, and loving another girl the next. But none of that matters anymore, because “friends” shouldn’t care, right? Friends shouldn’t wish the other friend still loved them. Friends shouldn’t want to be with that other person. Friends shouldn’t want to go back in time and erase every mistake, rethink every thought, change every word, and take back every memory. But I do. I, do. And it kills me, because while I’m here reminiscing about everything we once had, you’re slowly deleting me from your mind. You are perfectly fine.